Rome Program Student Michelle Nespeca Shares her Experiences in Rome

Due to its location, The St. John's University Rome campus has been especially affected by the passing of the Pope. Over the past days, every student and administrator has seen that affect in a very personal way. Most, if not all, students have been to the Vatican at all times of the day and night since the news of the Pope's illness. We heard on Friday that the Pope was slipping in and out of consciousness, and several students stayed at the Vatican throughout the night. On Saturday, the news was filled with reports on his health.  Unfortunately, only some of the apartments have British CNN, therefore most of the students were watching only Italian television on what was happening. Whether they could understand all that was being said was not the issue, to simply be a part of what was going on was more important. 
 
Once hearing about the death of the Pope (9:37 p.m.) on Saturday night, many students rushed to the Vatican. Some went just to be there, and some went to pay their last respects. The bell rung loud in the Vatican at around 10:20 p.m. and that was the time when all became reality.
 
The next day, Sunday, I woke up early to attend the mass. As I passed the entrance to the square in the bus, I could not believe the amount of people. There were police officials everywhere giving out water and newspapers. I got into the square at 9:30 a.m. and surprisingly made it close to the front. At 9:45 a.m., I turned around and the entire square was filled with people. Just minutes later, the officials closed off the square and those people coming in were forced to only hear the mass from outside the pillars. 
 
As the mass went on, people of all ages had posters, newspapers and postcards of the Pope. From the top rafters of the Vatican Square, news reporters zoomed in on these people, and the images appeared on the large screens in the square. As these images appeared, the crowd cheered. People held signs and flags of their countries, symbolizing where they had come from. All throughout the square people were chanting, "Giovanni Paolo! Giovanni Paolo! Alleluia!"
 
One of the biggest surprises for me was the large number of young people at the mass. There was a little girl in front of me who could not have been over five years old. She was being held by her mother and with a tissue in hand, crying. It was amazing to me that she not only knew what was happening, but that she wept from sorrow. 
 
They moved the Pope's body into St. Peter's Basilica on Monday afternoon. At 12:30 p.m. Tuesday morning, I left my apartment to become one of the many waiting throughout the night to pay my respects to Pope John Paul II. Being extremely fortunate, I only had to wait two and a half hours before I was at the steps of the extraordinary St. Peter's Basilica. I turned around, looked at the thousands of people, and cried at the mere thought of what I was about to experience. Walking down the aisle of the Basilica, I felt so calm and peaceful. I walked up to the body of John Paul II, prayed for him to rest in peace and left through the enormous doors of the Basilica. 

As I walked out of the square I stopped in awe at all the shrines, pictures and candles that were laid out.  I had to walk through people in sleeping bags to exit the square. At that point, I occurred to me what exactly I had just experienced!